Until yesterday, My mother told me that she was regret to send me to the United States. cuz her daughter become a Christian and been robbed away by Jesus. my parents were full of anger and scorn when they taking about God. They want me to follow they own plan. cuz they consider me as a extension of their life, instead of a independent human being. We had huge arguments in the beginning of this week. When discussing my future, I was so careful to avoid offending them. I did not dare to tell them anything about I devoted my life to God. In a family meeting, I said how about Psychology (actually, my thought is to play edge ball, to study biblical psychological counseling in a seminary). they said no angrily. They wanted me to get a master degree in finance or economics overseas. Then be a college professor full time and trading stock part time, exactly like their life. And they believe that the time we spend on family events and discussing any other topic is WAST OF TIME. I was so upset and hated they controlling and manipulating strongly. But during bible reading, I knew it clearly that God wanted me to obey my parents. After I was crazily frastrated for a whole day, I got comforted and encouraged by my God in the evening prayer meeting. At midnight, I decided to obey them whatever they want me to do, as long as it is not sinning.
this morning, I come to my dinning room as a crusade and be ready to obey their self centered requirement. When we have breakfast and not talking about my future, my mother suddenly and happily said "hey, why don't you get a doctor degree in Theology overseas, then teach Theology in China?" I was atonished. And then, suprisingly, my father agreed, who refused to talk to me since the family meeting, cuz he was angry that I was not followed their plan.
I never mentioned that I want to study Theology, not a little bit. The only explaination I can ever think of is that God put this idea in their heart. It is such a miracle, like how God use the king of Nebuchadnezzar. Praise the Lord~!!! After that I got a gospel flyer from my bathroom. (I don't share bathroom with my parents. They still are non believer, even refuse to go to church or read Bible) The title is "the best gift". I am sure I didn't bring it home this year. I have not idea where does it come from. Amazing. God give me such a huge miracle~!! Praise the Lord~ Since I decided to devote myself 100% to God at the beginning of last year, I keep praying that God call me to do whatever He want me to do. I prayed urgently. God didnt answer this question. I read Bible a lot. God didn't answer this question. I talked to a lot Christian friends and leaders. God didn't answer this question. I didn't expect God get His will down in this unbelievable way~! Praise the Lord. I did experience the belowing verse. Not by might nor by power, but by God's Spirit (Zechariah4:6) Praise the Lord~