Hi, Joanna,
Let me write to you more details, so you can share this with all other people in order to save their lives through Jesus Christ. Please, I do not want anybody like me to have a miserable end. I hope for them to be saved by our true and real GOD. Please keep reading.
Joanna, please share my stories to all people. I do not want anybody to be attacked by those evils spirits, and I do not want other people to feel the pain and hopelessness. Please tell them they do not need to worry since they have GOD. Please do not worship other gods because they are fake gods.
Love you,
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This is the true story of what happened to me. I was possessed by evil spirits for almost 20 years. I did not realize this until I was 24 years old.
The awful night came on 09/2017. When I fell asleep in my room, I suddenly felt a strong power which was oppressing my body, and I could not even breathe. I tried my best to get up, but I failed until I totally woke up. This feeling was so scary. In the beginning I thought that I was just too tired due to the burdens of life. But I found that I started needing more than a normal number of hours to sleep, in order to restore my energy. So, I started to sleep 14 hours per night, but I still felt very tired after only a couple of hours of being awake. These kinds of oppressing symptoms happened several times per week. Then, gradually, the feelings of oppressing sensations became more frequent. During the night I started going to the bathroom about 8 times. Every time at night when I came back from the restroom, within 1 minute I wanted to pee again. When I went to the bathroom, I found that there was nothing coming out. So, every night, I went to the restroom more than 8 times and could not sleep very well. As time passed, almost 2 months, I realized that these symptoms happened only at night and not in the day. At first, I thought I was sick. But I kept asking myself, “If I was really physically sick, why I didn’t I have any of the same symptoms in the daytime?” All that my mind could tell me was to go see a doctor in hopes of no longer having these symptoms, so they did not worsen and so I would no longer suffer. So, I decided to go to the Health Center. The test results came back negative, which meant my urinary system was working fine. The doctor in the Health Center said they could not find the reasons why I had these symptoms, and that I should go to a bigger clinic to have my bladder checked. So, I listened to him and went to see a female bladder doctor. The doctor said that my bladder was working fine. She then suggested I go to a bigger hospital to have my kidneys checked. I was a student and I did not have a lot of money. So, I did not listen and did not go to get my kidneys checked.
My feelings of wanting to pee ended that night.
There was one night in December, in a dream, that there was a vague person standing behind my bed, and this vague person used a superpower to oppress me and push me down. I could not see the ghost’s face clearly, but I was sure it is ugly and had a scary face, with long hair that covered the forehead. Then, when I used the charms in my hands, which I brought from China to the US, the charms scared it away. After that night, I stopped going to the restroom for more than 8 times. I started becoming a normal person like others.
Since that awful night, I started to notice that it was definitely not because of some diseases that I had those symptoms. Those symptoms had to be because of the evil spirits that are like ghosts. I told my Mom (who was back home) about this; she went to the fortune-tellers to ask for more powerful charms and mailed them to me. I thought the torment was over, but I only enjoyed a few days of peace. The “power” of the charms in my hand quickly expired and lost their power forever. The oppressing feeling came back to me again when I fell asleep. The evil spirits came back with more power and became stronger. I could not fight with the evil spirits until I received the new charms from my Mom. The new charms included three red pieces of paper. One piece of paper was to be put under my pillow, and one was to be burned, the ashes to be mixed with water and the mixture used to take a shower. And the third one I was to carry with me continually. I followed these instructions perfectly, and did all of these three steps. When I carried the one in my pocket, I felt so sleepy that I could not stay standing and would fall asleep. I could clearly see that there was a person walking out from my whole body, starting from my feet to my head. My head was incredibly painful when the thing came out from my head. And I very clearly heard a man’s voice talking to me, but there is no one in the room except me. After that, I had five months of peace until the charms from the Taoism fortune-teller expired, again.
During the five months of peace I graduated from the University and found a job in Portland. I did not notice that the power from these charms had finally expired. I thought that they would provide me peace forever if I carried them all the time. I was still too young and too naïve. After the five months of peace, the ugly, dirty thing came back with higher and stronger powers, and also brought with it more evil spirits. They came to bother me day and night. I could not work normally like a normal person. I could not live like a normal person. When my Mom asked the fortune-teller about this, the fortune-teller said the power from the charms had expired. When my Mom went again to ask for help from the fortune-teller, the fortune-teller was nowhere to be found. My Mom had spent a lot of money to save my life, but as it turned out, my problem became worse and worse.
Can you imagine this?
The things (the evil spirits) grew more and more, and they pulled on my feet and legs, and they pulled me out of my bed and down to the ground. The things raped me again and again, and I had to fight back. They pressed upon my neck, and I could not breath at all. They wanted to kill me, and I had to defend myself. I tried to fight back but I could not. Every night I had to sleep with a knife. Every night I had different kinds of scary and bloody dreams related to hell and the ghosts. I saw them in hell, a lot of them, they were there in my dreams, including green ones, black ones, white ones, etc. Some of them looked like persons without eyes, some looked like monsters with green skin. Every day, every night, I suffered the pain, and I felt alone because nobody else could feel the same pain that I was feeling. I kept fighting with the evil spirits. I hated them, and they hated me. I tried to avenge myself on them, and they did the same to me.
I tried to take my life a few times, but I wasn’t able to go through with this. I continued looking for help from the gods my family worshiped when I was in my home country. I was from a background of Taoism and Buddhism. Me, and my family, worshiped different gods for 20 years.
There was one night that the evil spirits I dreamed about were exactly like the ones from those gods I worshiped in the temples in my hometown. Now, I finally knew where they came from. I had worshiped the fake gods, so I became possessed when I was little. I started to recall my experiences during my young ages. I had a few of the same symptoms when I was young, but not as severe as I was now experiencing.
My Mom went to beg those fake gods to help me, and none of them saved me. The prophets of the fake gods told my mom a lot of lies. Some said they could clearly see that evil spirits existed and were hurting me, and they gave my Mom another three charms to mail to me. But the charms did not work for me anymore. Some said to my Mom that the evil spirits were not hurting me, and that it was just that I thought too much. (You know what? Every time when I think of what they said, I really want to slap the fake gods and the alleged fortune-teller.) My parents listened to those fake gods and ignored my situation. I was almost dying. I worshiped those idols for over 20 years, and none of them could save my life. I become more and more depressed and those evil spirits became happier and happier.
One day, I went to the Buddha temple to look for help. The master and all the master’s followers in the temple welcomed me, and wanted to help me. They wholeheartedly worshiped the master and all the other buddha idols. They required me to kneel down to welcome the master each time he came during the dharma assembly, which is held once per month. I followed what they did. They required me to eat their special medicines, and I followed them to perform their practices like meditation for 108 days. The master promised me one time that I would get healed after 108 days. I did what he told me to do. At the end of the 108 days, the problem still existed. Even though I felt a little bit better, and the evil spirits came to me not so often. But the things still came in another format. I accepted the ceremony to become one of the master’s followers. The master told me not to worry because the evil spirits had left me since I had become his follower. However, the day after I became the formal follower of the master, the evil spirits came to me again.
I spent over $4000 dollars in this temple, because everything there costs a lot of money. They trade many things with money in the temple, and it is very expensive. If you want your life to be saved in that temple, you have to be very rich.
Let me tell you more:
- 10 tablets of their medicine in a single bottle, $300
- A small pendant, $10 to $30 (because the master has already blessed the pendants)
- The beverage was $5 for two, but sold in a grocery outlet for less than $1 for per one.
- Everything sold and blessed is more expensive than usual
One time I said something bad about the master, and I had to apologize to him. The followers said I had to kneel down to the master when apologizing/speaking to him. All the followers worship the master and all of the idols.
I had to follow a lot of strict rules in Buddhism. I could not say the idols’ names in the restroom because the restroom is dirty. I could not make notes on the Buddhist texts otherwise bad luck would happen to me. I could not walk the way the master usually walks, etc.
The master’s followers told me that because I had done a lot of bad things in my last life, this is why the ghosts were following me and torturing me. I said to those followers that I did what the master told me to do, but that my problem still existed. They told me that nobody can save my life except myself, and that I needed to continue to perform the meditation practices to reward (pay back) those ghosts. They said if I didn’t do these things that I would never be healed. Who knows know how long I would have continued to suffer if I had listened to them and had done what they told me to do? Nobody in that temple knew, including the master.
There was no hope for me anymore, until I met my GOD FATHER. All the followers said that they loved me, but I didn’t feel any love from them. All I felt from them was that in my last life I was a criminal, so that in this life I had to suffer all of these things and to then die meaninglessly, in order to repay what I owned from my last life. And that if I did not repay all of them, then I will keep on suffering in the next life. And that I could not control my last lives, and all that I could do is to control this life. All their words in Buddha and Taoism are lies.
I did not acquire love and peace in these other religions. I tried many things to save my own life in these religions, and to have the gods of these religions to save me, the gods I had worshipped for 20 years, but I failed. My depression became deeper and deeper until I really met GOD.
On 11/2019, I was introduced by one of my best friends, who is a Christian, to a church, which is near to my home. My friend never gave up on me, and she is so patient with me. I went to the church she introduced me to a church to get help from the Pastor. The Pastor listened to all I said, and he totally understood me. He knew of people who had similar experiences to mine. After they accepted Jesus as their Savior, they were completely healed. I started to become very interested in this Savior and this real GOD. But in my heart, I was still struggling and had a lot of questions. But GOD loves me, and GOD gave me all the answers I wanted. I watched many videos that tell us that thousands of people have had similar experiences back home, and they were finally healed by GOD. GOD drove all the evil spirits out of their bodies and saved their lives. GOD changed their lives and gave them new lives. Lots and lots of people got saved by GOD.
I wanted to be one of them. I told myself this.
Every time that I wanted to become a Christian, the evil spirits came to attack me and afflict me. They fear the real GOD, and I can feel this from deep within my heart. Instead of destroying me, the attacks of the fake gods ended up actually strengthening my faith in the real God, in Jesus Christ, because Jesus is the real light that the darkness is always afraid of.
I decided to invite the Pastor and his co-workers to come to my home to pray for me. They came and prayed. That night, after they came and prayed, I had a dream. I dreamed about a place in which there are many Christian sisters and brothers. They were hand-in-hand, in a circle. There was a space between them, and they looked at me and said, “Hey, what are you doing? Please come and join us in prayer.” Then, I joined them in prayer! Then, the scene changed, I saw one Guy who came to me while I was lying on my bed. He grabbed the ghosts and evil spirits out of my body. I suddenly felt better. My head wasn’t painful anymore. I could feel peace, and I slept very well that night. This was my first prayer-dream in my whole life. It was so amazing.
I was Baptized on 12/08/2019. After this, I have prayed every night for good sleep. The evil spirits do not come to bother me anymore. I believe GOD will heal me completely. All I need is to trust Him and to know more about Him, and to do what He wants me to do based on His words in the Holy Bible. He saved me and pulled me out of the darkness, without me paying any fees! He is the only GOD, and the only one, true GOD. I love Him and trust Him. I feel love from Him, and get peace in Him.
GOD is healing me and changing my life. What a great Father. I started thinking back. There were a lot of amazing things that happened to me when I was little. A few times, I felt like I was dying, but there was always an Almighty hand that grabbed me from the doom of death. I did not know until now who that Person is who grabbed me from death. Now I can clearly and happily tell you. The One who saved me many times throughout my life is Jesus our real GOD. He knew me when I was little, and always helped me.
I am very disappointed in myself that I did not know the One who helps and supports me, Jesus Christ. I worshiped fake gods for more than 20 years, but they hurt me and never helped me. I did not spend one penny for Jesus to help me; Jesus Christ loves and helps me. I did not know Him before, but He already knew me. Even though I betrayed Him to worship other gods, before meeting Him, He still loves me and forgives me. What a great GOD Father.
I will use my whole life to love Him until the day I meet Him, again, in Heaven. I promise, I will never leave Him, and I will never abandon Him, again. Now I know Him, Jesus my GOD Father.
I will walk the way You (GOD) walk.
I will do the things You (GOD) like.
I will follow You (GOD) until I become ashes in this world.
I will never leave You (GOD), never again
I love you my dear Father, my only GOD.
I love all the sisters and brothers in a Church. They helped me with all of their hearts. I spent $4000 in the Buddhist temple and my problems were completely unsolved. I spent $0 in the Bread of Life Christian Church, and GOD helped me and healed my wounds, and made it possible for me to live better in this world.
GOD is above all other gods.
Now, I do not fear anymore. Instead, I feel more peaceful and I am happier. I have GOD and I do not need to fear anything else.
Since 12/08/2019, the date I accepted Jesus our real GOD, the awful feelings caused by the evil spirits are gone. The oppressing feelings are gone. I feel better and better. I believe that GOD will finally save me and heal all my wounds; the wounds caused by those dark powers, because He loves me and will never abandon me.
So, my friends, these are my real experiences. If you trust me, please listen to my suggestions. Please give up those fake gods and come back to our real GOD’s hug. He will give you the best, and make your life better and better. (My grandma has similar symptoms like me, but I believe GOD will help her.)
Best Blessings,